Thursday, October 27, 2011

Testing

I'm testing this out.  Being back.  Diving in again.  I've missed this, this corner of the world, this spot of my own, this wardrobe to a world of my own creation.  And I've missed my friends here - you - those folks who read my words and gently carry my heart through them. 

The truth is that life has seemed hard lately.  Not hard because life is bad or the I'm surrounded by tragedy and crisis.  Just hard in my own thinking, of my own brain power and motivation and identity.  But I'm working on breaking through - with help thankfully.

I don't know how much I have to say yet, or the words that strengthen and not tear away, but I have the courage to try.  To be authentically me.  So I'm testing this out.  I'm testing me out again, rather than the not-so me I've been feeling.  Or too-much me?  I'm not sure but here I am. 

Me.

Such as it is.  Testing and Tested and Trying again.

Thanks for waiting.

6 comments:

gene @boutdrz said...

welcome back!

Kris said...

welcome back darlin! *hugs*
coffee soon? perhaps? or a chat?

Valerie said...

Welcome back!!

Marie said...

Oh, Liz. I hope you are well. Your voice is wonderful to read; but don't feel too much pressure.

I've missed you!

Know that I'm thinking of you. I just finished sending some prayers for you.

I can't wait to see the latest picture of Little Goat. He's a gem!

Take care and many blessings,
Marie

Melinda said...

I'm glad to have you back. We all need a blog break from time to time. Don't worry, your "voice" will re-appear.

Juanly said...

You are one of the best blog writers out there...perhaps because you put so much of YOURSELF into the blogs...which can be draining. Just know that all of us are rooting for you!