I'm back to work tomorrow from a nice vacation. The word of the hour...dread. I already have an inkling of the emails and shit that has been flying with me gone anyway and I am going to need to get caught up, get my stuff done and still trouble-shoot the fact that a few people have it in for me. What I want to do instead is walk away and not look back. I suppose that this is a sign of needing to look for other things but so much of my energy is going to the day to day survival of the current job that it is overwhelming to be looking for something new too. Nevertheless it becomes clear that it needs to be done.
Back into the storm tomorrow and hoping I find a light somewhere in this mess.